Another time to be defeated,maybe just by myself. I was too eager to see my succuss. So I’m always too nervous to do anything. The fear of failure and mistake blind my eyes. No one helps me out. I want to get back on my feet. But I don’t know how. Sometimes I would think”why should I care so much things?” or”I just wanna run away”. However, though I’m not a person who can be stronger when facing difficulties,I’m learning to be that. Always telling myself:everything would be better the next time.