上次跑完才吐，这次不跑也吐，还吐得比上次都猛，无语…这是怎么个情况？怎么一年不如一年，一次胜过一次？
Hate myself
I really hate myself now. I have changed so much in this three years. Selfish,sharp,sensitive,ridiculars and always trying to pretend to be a good and hard-working student. But I was definitely unwilling to be like that.
Now the most important exam is coming. I’m worrying about that. I’m always in a strange circle,which should lead me to failure this time. Meanwhile, my prediction is always accurate. And this time it tells me the tragedy I’m gonna face with.
Here comes the worst thing. I can’t do things as planned. I evade everything dealing with my homework.
I’m sorry for myself.
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一如既往的不喜欢写标题。但我的确很喜欢这里－－专属垃圾桶。享受没人来看，没人留言的自在，可以无所顾忌地说自己的话。想用什么语言也无限制，没人来指出语法是否有错。曾经把地址留过一次给别人，但她至少在高考前不会来看。
I really like this blog which likes my private dust bin. No one would see the emotion in my inside. No one would point out my grammar mistake or laugh at me. I can use both English and Chinese. Express myself freely and practise my English in the meanwhile.
Another time
Another time to be defeated,maybe just by myself. I was too eager to see my succuss. So I’m always too nervous to do anything. The fear of failure and mistake blind my eyes. No one helps me out. I want to get back on my feet. But I don’t know how. Sometimes I would think”why should I care so much things?” or”I just wanna run away”. However, though I’m not a person who can be stronger when facing difficulties,I’m learning to be that. Always telling myself:everything would be better the next time.
Feeling puzzled
The second exam is approaching. But I still have no idea what to do. I’m worried and frustrated. Could my dream really come true?
Nothing
Always disappointed in myself. Please calm down and keep running after your dream,suki. No one believes in you,but it’s ok. Because,at least, you have confidence. Don’t lose it.
